Love and happiness all over the place!!!

Okay, to make things short, it's one of the happiest day of my life!!! Why you ask? Well, you see it's been one month today that me and Yugel are officially a couple and let's say that I had a simply WONDERFUL gift!!!! Remember the time when I posted the something about a passionnate kiss...well, in the time, Yugel wasn't really ready for that so we waited.... And guess what happened today? This time it's me who have been caught off-guard...she made the move...I DON'T COMPLAIN AT ALL but it really caught me by surprise, a really nice surprise though^^. Anyway, I coudln't help but smile all day, even at my job I was always smiling!!! And I screamed of joy in the car when I was going back home....yeah I know! I'm crazy!! And in love over the head^^!!! Anyway, gonna see her tomorrow so how could I be more happy? eh?^^

Have a nice evening!
Love you like crazy Yugel!!!
X, xxxxxxxxxxx

And a perfect week-end to go with that!

Yes, I spent one of the nicest week-end I had in ages^^. Because I now have my driving liscence and a car, I've been able to see Yugel(Zero) Saturday and Sunday!! I couldn't be more happy, just being with her is enough to make me the happiest guy in the world^^. I even spent a whole hour at the park, signing my happieness! Anyway, now it's back to normal life till next week-end. I chatted with Yugel tonight...let's just say that we're crazy, no need for explanation. And then we got into the whole appearence thing... I'm thinking it and saying it Yugel, you are BEAUTIFUL! Stop thinking wrong of you please!... Well, at least try not to think it! Anyway... I'll go now.

Love you Yugel, like crazy as always^^.
Have a good night!
X, xxxxxx

A nice week indeed.

Well, sorry for the lacks of update recently but anyway... it has been a nice week. First nice thing to happen, I finally got my driving licsence!!! Now that that taken care of, a lot of things will change!... Well, what i mean is that I will be able to go whereever I go at any seasons^^. Me and Protoman celebrated that by a trip to our favorite video games store(EBGames).. well Proto bought nothing but I now have 3 more games to my library: Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories(GBA,RPG), Megaman Legends(PSX,Platform/Adventure) and Radiata Stories(PS2, RPG)... it is one of the reason I didn't update earlier..hehe, I'm a gamer after all so... Anyway. Another nice thing to happen, Zero managed to call me thuesday!!^^. I was surprised since she usually can't call during the week so...anyway, it was a NICE surprise^^. We talked for two hours...even if she was supposed to only use the phone for one...but anyway... We talked about a lot of various things...ah, crazy stories^^loll Well, It's always nice to know more about eachother.
Anyway, now tomorrow, I'll do my usual trip to my job after school, to see if I'm working sunday or not, I really hope that it will be the "not"^^

Love ya Zero, my little angel!
Have a good night!
X, xxxxxxx

The kind of day that I would like to have much often!

Yes, a happy post! If you don't why i'm happy, it's obviously because you didn't read my blog at all! Yep!^^ I've been able to see Zero today! Like always, I was waiting near the tree before my house when she arrived. Today, I mostly helped her with her MMX7 game...and of course, I was getting hugged while doing so, not that I complain^^!(I don't remember after which stage but, we passionatly kissed eachother... and let's say that there was "This" part of my brain that decided to react...*slap himself*, why are you talking about this X?!). Also, She gave me a close-up of X that she drew for me yesterday(or before, don't know)! I placed it on the wall in front of my computer so that I'll see it all the time^^. She gave me some mangas too! But I'll read them before going to bed, like I always do with books. And I now started to decorate my room with Megaman pictures, I now wonder why I didn't do that before...Anyway. I moderated Protoman's forum too by updating the XP scores, he asked me to do it last night. Now I'm in a state of, what I like to call, "Overdrive'd Happiness", so no much things can change my mood now!^^

Love you like crazy Zero! I spent a truly great and nice day with you^^!
Good evening!
X, xxxxxx

Coming back to my normal self.

Well, everything's seems to be okay in my life now(except that i have to work on a holiday...argh!)... but I still feel cheap for the last post I made, after Zero gave me the whole reason...I felt like an idiot... Anyway, everything's seems to point out in a good direction for being able to see her wednesday, I'm very happy for that^^. I'm tired of seeing her in a sad mood and seeing me, there, not being able to do something directly...just talk... I really can't wait for wednesday, seriously!

Good night!
Love ya Zero!
X, xxxxxxx

Okay, now we really need to talk, I'm tired of being berserk!

So, another day at my job...while I had to "simulate" happiness with the customers since I'm mad deep inside...anyway. I just came back from my grandmother's house. I eated there while explaining my frustration everyone who was there... And my mother suggested an interesting idea. Zero...no, Lisa! You know I'm patient and I love you, and that nothing will change that but the way you say that you can't do this of that, it's almost like your chained into your room! I know that you don't want to go against your parents but you should really take time to discuss this whole mess, not only our relation but the thing that you can't go anywhere when it's not in the afternoon...I mean, how could you see Sigma if there was these over-strict rules? You have 17 years old! It's not normal at this age, that you almost can't go out! I mean, my parents where sure protective but they let me go out in at least in the weekend when I was still in high school, now I can pretty much go anywhere in the week as long as it doesn't affect my studies. I find that to be just not normal... yeah, I know that your parents may not trust me much but I would have to meet them to gradualy gain their trust no? I mean... I always have a lift at my disposal...well not in winter, for now, and that I could go at your house anytime of the week... Anyway, we'll seriously need to talk about that! My mother want a talk with you too but it will wait for next week since your privated of internet in the week...for reasons unknown to me.
Because if I'm going to work each weekend's afternoon, since I don't have control over my schedule, then it will be a very looooonngg wait...and I don't like being berserk!

Sorry for being so direct but I find this whole situation just wrong. But don't worry about my feelings, like I said nothing, I really mean NOTHING! will change my feelings toward you. I love you from the bottom of my heart, but I would like to be at your side more often!

Have a good evening, and please contact me.
Love you now, and forever!
X/CymicX/Michaël Rodier, xxxxx

Cooling down a little.

Weh! It helps a lot to blast spammers mavericks with Zero! I'm feeling really better now... like all the time I talk with her....but it's not the same thing as seeing her! Really, I need to see Zero if I don't want to go berserk again! We're gonna try for Wednesday, I say "try" since Zero's Generals may not accept the idea....I really hope it'll work though! I miss her so much...

X in berserk mode...You don't see that often!...

Yes, tonight i'm mad! Why you ask? Because, again of stupid no one other that Mr. Schedule!!!!
Because now I have to work Sunday and Monday, the only two days that I could have seen Zero but noooooooooooooooo! They have to screw all my weekend and my plans just to piss me off!!!!!... If at least it was possible to see Zero in the evening... But I doubt it'll be possible...at least not now... The only moment that would work would be tomorrow morning since I work from 2 to 6pm... I'll call her tonight if she's not online before 8pm. I'm tired that we can't see each other because of that stupid schedule.... now I just want to shoot something, destroy something, anything!!!!!!!!! If I can't contact her tonight.... things will fly!

Anyway, sorry for all this rage but I had to express it!
Love ya Zero!... But before I do something stupid, please contact me! (Yeah, I don't care saying Zero in this anymore)
X, xxxxxxx