Finally, no more things to worry about!

It's been a while eh? Well sorry, with the end of the school semester, I mostly concentrated on finishing all my works before other things, mainly this blog...Anyway, here's another update!
Like I said, the end of the semester is coming pretty soon, but this morning I just finished my stupid French "end-of-session" work, and now only one thing remains but it'll be hell easier since I'm with another guy to do a oral presentation in our Hardware class. And it's only Thursday... well, I dunno with all the day we have to get back because of the strikes...Anyway. Christmas is coming fast too, but everything's fine for that since my main worry was to find a gift for Yugel and it's done since last wednesday^^. And since I want to relax during this one month break, I won't go deliver any CVs for a job until the holiday season ends. Yeah I know, if Signas learn that (Since I don't care what Wily will be thinking), I'm done for but that's why I write it there. And because I want to be sure I'll be able to spend a whole weekend with Yugel at Alia's house in Quebec in a month^^. While I'm at it, here are the nicknames that I mentionned earlier:

Signas= My father
Wily= My step-mother(That I don't like)
Alia= My mother

Anyway, now I can finally relax this week since most of my works are done... Yeah sorry Yugel, I know that you have an Exam soon so I'll just shut up^^! And this afternoon, I have my theorical final exam in my basic informatic class...It'll be too easy since we're allowed to have our notes and our book to do the exam. So... As for things with Yugel, all is going well, like always^^. I again spent a great weekend with her. We were both dressed in the costume we wore the first time we saw each other, she was so cute^^!(I was in my White Mage suit while she was in her Yuna costume) Anyway, that's pretty much all for today, next time I'll update will be saturday, for the 4 months special^^!

Cya later!
Love you my little Yunie! xxxxxxxx
CymicX/X

Three months of love and happiness!!!

(Note: This message is addressed to Yugel, my little angel.)

Yep, on the exact same date, 3 months ago you and me combined our destiny as one and became a couple...damn, time goes fast^^! But also, everything has gone well in my life since that moment, as time goes, we learn a lot about each other and we reinforce our bond even more. Never there was a time I got depressed since the start of all of it, even as we got to fight the monstrous Sigma Virus that was in you, I knew that we could win this battle and get rid of it, together! Just thinking about all the moments we spend together is enough to put a smile on my face and makes me forget all my problem. It's nice to see how all was like "destined" from the start, when we first saw each other. Our shyness may have been a good thing since we got 2 whole years to get to know each other, yes, though we had to go through bad experiences, I believe it was fate that all orchestrated this in order to realize that our feelings were not lying. Yes I know, I may say a lot but I think that a quarter of year worth of love and happiness is worth celebrating^^!

I really hope our love will last till the end of time...my sweet little angel!
Have a great and nice day!
CymicX/X, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
~Your soulmate and your love, forever and ever!~

X the White Mage.

Yep, another REALLY late update this time...sorry^^! Anyway, spent a great week-end like always(I don't think it would ever be bad with Yugel at my side!). We mostly video-gamed all weekend long playing MMX8 and FFVI most of the time^^. And now today's the day we can cosplay without looking like fools! Yeah!! Talking of that, right now I'm writing this while wearing my White Mage costume, and I'm gonna go to Cegep a little earlier than my course just to see how others are dressed and if anyone's gonna recognize me in this outfit...well I'm sure some will, if they see me that is! And tonight I'm going out dressed as Sora with Zero, or should I say Rikku with me. I'm sure it'll be weird but really funny^^. Anyway I'll end here for now. Have a nice spooky/funny day!^^

Love ya Yugel! xxxxx
X(aka "The local White Mage")

Free time and Cleanup time!!

This morning, I had one really nice surprise^^. Our Hardware teacher fell on one of his hand and couldn't give this afternoon course! So I had the whole day free after my programmation course^^.
So I decided to burn a new music CD and to try it in the park...I'm proud of this CD^^. And since I was so in a happy mood, I decided to pay a visit to my grandmother. We mostly discussed... one of the subject was how she even knew before me that my ex was gonna leave me... It even seemed that I was some sort of "replacement" in the eyes of my ex... Yep, it seems that's it's only after that you see the truth behind some bad events... That's when I'm happy about being with Yugel, since I knew her for almost 2 years before we started our couple, I'm pretty sure that this time, I'm on a very nice and good way with her^^! After the visit, I decided to make a big cleanup of my room! Which mostly consisted of cleaning all my drawers/desks of the dust and using the vacuum cleaner for the floor... it's all clean now, yeah!!!! And now tomorrow night, I'm gonna see my little angel from to 6 to 10. I have 3 plans in mind on what to do...here what they are:
1: Going to the park...but it seems that it'll rain tomorrow so... on with the 2 others.
2: Gaming all the way
3: Err...Sending X and Zero to sleep for a while...(Yugel will know what it means)
Anyway, can't wait till tomorrow!

Love ya Yugel, my love!
See ya tomorrow!
X,xxxxxxxxx
~The thoughts of you filling my head is what makes me happy!~

Again, a day and err...night to remember...

Sorry for the late update, had a lot on my mind these past days.........errr! Anyway, I spent a pretty nice week, not a single exam to do so...^^. Yesterday was a beautiful day too. In the morning I helped my father to remove the old roof of our garage, it took us about 2 hours. And for the rest of the day, I spent it with Yugel^^. She showed me some of the enemies that were gonna have in the fic she's writing, one word...they're annoying and crazy! So perfect for the role^^. After that I helped her to go through Chrono Cross and finish it, and to be rewarded by thanks and a nice credit music that I'm listening right now^^. As for the evening, that's where I'll have to shut myself up, yep, nothing to say there^^...err...Anyway, I gotta go to work in like 20 minutes, but that doesn't bother me much after the nice day I got yesterday^^! And as for the pic... now it have an all new meaning isn't it Yugel?(X, stop that, NOW!)

Have a nice day!
Love you to no end Yugel, my little angel!
X, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Love and happiness all over the place!!!

Okay, to make things short, it's one of the happiest day of my life!!! Why you ask? Well, you see it's been one month today that me and Yugel are officially a couple and let's say that I had a simply WONDERFUL gift!!!! Remember the time when I posted the something about a passionnate kiss...well, in the time, Yugel wasn't really ready for that so we waited.... And guess what happened today? This time it's me who have been caught off-guard...she made the move...I DON'T COMPLAIN AT ALL but it really caught me by surprise, a really nice surprise though^^. Anyway, I coudln't help but smile all day, even at my job I was always smiling!!! And I screamed of joy in the car when I was going back home....yeah I know! I'm crazy!! And in love over the head^^!!! Anyway, gonna see her tomorrow so how could I be more happy? eh?^^

Have a nice evening!
Love you like crazy Yugel!!!
X, xxxxxxxxxxx

And a perfect week-end to go with that!

Yes, I spent one of the nicest week-end I had in ages^^. Because I now have my driving liscence and a car, I've been able to see Yugel(Zero) Saturday and Sunday!! I couldn't be more happy, just being with her is enough to make me the happiest guy in the world^^. I even spent a whole hour at the park, signing my happieness! Anyway, now it's back to normal life till next week-end. I chatted with Yugel tonight...let's just say that we're crazy, no need for explanation. And then we got into the whole appearence thing... I'm thinking it and saying it Yugel, you are BEAUTIFUL! Stop thinking wrong of you please!... Well, at least try not to think it! Anyway... I'll go now.

Love you Yugel, like crazy as always^^.
Have a good night!
X, xxxxxx

A nice week indeed.

Well, sorry for the lacks of update recently but anyway... it has been a nice week. First nice thing to happen, I finally got my driving licsence!!! Now that that taken care of, a lot of things will change!... Well, what i mean is that I will be able to go whereever I go at any seasons^^. Me and Protoman celebrated that by a trip to our favorite video games store(EBGames).. well Proto bought nothing but I now have 3 more games to my library: Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories(GBA,RPG), Megaman Legends(PSX,Platform/Adventure) and Radiata Stories(PS2, RPG)... it is one of the reason I didn't update earlier..hehe, I'm a gamer after all so... Anyway. Another nice thing to happen, Zero managed to call me thuesday!!^^. I was surprised since she usually can't call during the week so...anyway, it was a NICE surprise^^. We talked for two hours...even if she was supposed to only use the phone for one...but anyway... We talked about a lot of various things...ah, crazy stories^^loll Well, It's always nice to know more about eachother.
Anyway, now tomorrow, I'll do my usual trip to my job after school, to see if I'm working sunday or not, I really hope that it will be the "not"^^

Love ya Zero, my little angel!
Have a good night!
X, xxxxxxx

The kind of day that I would like to have much often!

Yes, a happy post! If you don't why i'm happy, it's obviously because you didn't read my blog at all! Yep!^^ I've been able to see Zero today! Like always, I was waiting near the tree before my house when she arrived. Today, I mostly helped her with her MMX7 game...and of course, I was getting hugged while doing so, not that I complain^^!(I don't remember after which stage but, we passionatly kissed eachother... and let's say that there was "This" part of my brain that decided to react...*slap himself*, why are you talking about this X?!). Also, She gave me a close-up of X that she drew for me yesterday(or before, don't know)! I placed it on the wall in front of my computer so that I'll see it all the time^^. She gave me some mangas too! But I'll read them before going to bed, like I always do with books. And I now started to decorate my room with Megaman pictures, I now wonder why I didn't do that before...Anyway. I moderated Protoman's forum too by updating the XP scores, he asked me to do it last night. Now I'm in a state of, what I like to call, "Overdrive'd Happiness", so no much things can change my mood now!^^

Love you like crazy Zero! I spent a truly great and nice day with you^^!
Good evening!
X, xxxxxx

Coming back to my normal self.

Well, everything's seems to be okay in my life now(except that i have to work on a holiday...argh!)... but I still feel cheap for the last post I made, after Zero gave me the whole reason...I felt like an idiot... Anyway, everything's seems to point out in a good direction for being able to see her wednesday, I'm very happy for that^^. I'm tired of seeing her in a sad mood and seeing me, there, not being able to do something directly...just talk... I really can't wait for wednesday, seriously!

Good night!
Love ya Zero!
X, xxxxxxx

Okay, now we really need to talk, I'm tired of being berserk!

So, another day at my job...while I had to "simulate" happiness with the customers since I'm mad deep inside...anyway. I just came back from my grandmother's house. I eated there while explaining my frustration everyone who was there... And my mother suggested an interesting idea. Zero...no, Lisa! You know I'm patient and I love you, and that nothing will change that but the way you say that you can't do this of that, it's almost like your chained into your room! I know that you don't want to go against your parents but you should really take time to discuss this whole mess, not only our relation but the thing that you can't go anywhere when it's not in the afternoon...I mean, how could you see Sigma if there was these over-strict rules? You have 17 years old! It's not normal at this age, that you almost can't go out! I mean, my parents where sure protective but they let me go out in at least in the weekend when I was still in high school, now I can pretty much go anywhere in the week as long as it doesn't affect my studies. I find that to be just not normal... yeah, I know that your parents may not trust me much but I would have to meet them to gradualy gain their trust no? I mean... I always have a lift at my disposal...well not in winter, for now, and that I could go at your house anytime of the week... Anyway, we'll seriously need to talk about that! My mother want a talk with you too but it will wait for next week since your privated of internet in the week...for reasons unknown to me.
Because if I'm going to work each weekend's afternoon, since I don't have control over my schedule, then it will be a very looooonngg wait...and I don't like being berserk!

Sorry for being so direct but I find this whole situation just wrong. But don't worry about my feelings, like I said nothing, I really mean NOTHING! will change my feelings toward you. I love you from the bottom of my heart, but I would like to be at your side more often!

Have a good evening, and please contact me.
Love you now, and forever!
X/CymicX/Michaël Rodier, xxxxx

Cooling down a little.

Weh! It helps a lot to blast spammers mavericks with Zero! I'm feeling really better now... like all the time I talk with her....but it's not the same thing as seeing her! Really, I need to see Zero if I don't want to go berserk again! We're gonna try for Wednesday, I say "try" since Zero's Generals may not accept the idea....I really hope it'll work though! I miss her so much...

X in berserk mode...You don't see that often!...

Yes, tonight i'm mad! Why you ask? Because, again of stupid no one other that Mr. Schedule!!!!
Because now I have to work Sunday and Monday, the only two days that I could have seen Zero but noooooooooooooooo! They have to screw all my weekend and my plans just to piss me off!!!!!... If at least it was possible to see Zero in the evening... But I doubt it'll be possible...at least not now... The only moment that would work would be tomorrow morning since I work from 2 to 6pm... I'll call her tonight if she's not online before 8pm. I'm tired that we can't see each other because of that stupid schedule.... now I just want to shoot something, destroy something, anything!!!!!!!!! If I can't contact her tonight.... things will fly!

Anyway, sorry for all this rage but I had to express it!
Love ya Zero!... But before I do something stupid, please contact me! (Yeah, I don't care saying Zero in this anymore)
X, xxxxxxx

The school, the frustration and the calm before the storm.

So, since the start of the week, school came back so...eh..well, even less free time. Anyway, now I have to go through an initiation for the whole week by looking like a nerd....yeah it's stupid... and because of that i will not be able to see Zero...Argh!...but there always saturday if I don't work, and I hope so since it would be one of the rare time where my mother is in town. It would then be easier to prensents her to my family..anyway. I had a pretty nice evening listening to some Chrono Cross remiexes and video...well that was until I heard of the news that I feared...my best friend's girlfriend left him(I sure hope she'll give me my Chrono Cross back soon...hrm, out of subject!)! I couldn't believe what I saw on my cpu screen! And for one of the rare time...I was in "Berserk" mode and I have gone straight to his house since I needed the full story and that i didn't wanted to let Protoman(my best friend, it's a name Zero found, and it's easier to use) alone...If it wasn't for him, I would've got a really hell of a time going through the situation when my ex left me... and hey, If it wasn't for him I wouldn't have got any girlfriend at all!! Because he introduced me to the gang, my whole life changed....anyway, I just came back and i'll be going to sleep soon. But I said to him to call me whenever he wanted, he's acting like he's okay and strong but hey...I've gone through this so I know that sadness will catch up to him sometime near soon...Oh and Zero, when you'll read this...I know you wanted to kick his ass but let's just keep these kind of jokes out for now...it's the first time for him to be left(since it was the other way around the three times before...but I'm sure you already knew that...)Anyway...I'm okay now, but still sad for him...

Have a good night...
Love ya my little angel
CymicX/X, xxxxxx

The happiest moment of my life...followed by reality.

Yep, finally, me and Zero(She's tired of being called Yuna, so it'll be Zero from now on) have been able to see each other yesterday! It was supposed to be at 1h pm but I was already there at 12h pm...listening to my musics...trying to relax since I was in like a state of happienness mixed with nervosity. But at 13h I decided to wait by a tree outsite of the park(too much annoying kids). The first thing we've done was to give eachother a big hug(after all the time we wanted a real one...I'm not gonna say all the times we hugged since it'll be too long to enumerate) and then we took a walk to find a much quieter place, that we found under a tree in a vast field. Then, we showed our pictures album and continued to talk and oh, I almost forgot, she gave me this cute little bracelet that I'm wearing right now^^. I then asked my "10 minutes question"....It's really hard to ask like this...since I'm really shy(well...we're both...) and then we kissed each other for the first time... and let's just say that I was shaking on the inside after this(an overdrive of emotions maybe?...). And we apent the rest of the next hour in my room looking at some videos before we had to go...well mostly because I was working yesterday's afternoon(stupid schedule...hrmm). Anyway, I spent all the time at my job smiling and looking at the bracelet she made for me...hehe^^. We coul've been able to see eachother again today's afternoon but I'm working from 11am to 3pm...(very stupid schedule!!!!!!!)....Anyway, I guess I should go now If I don't want to be late for my job so....I'll dtop there for now.

And if Zero is reading this, Suki da yo!!!!^^
Have a nice day!
CymicX/X
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Nothing to do but to think, read and wait...

Well, another week with the same schedule as the last week so, no work until Thursday. These days I'm often going to the park to listen to my musics and to think, and today i took a little walk after that. And too, I'm playing my good'ol MM games a lot often these days, like I said, i can never tire of playing these. And this night, I spent most of my time reading...yes reading! I'm mainly reading some of the thousands of MMX Fanfics on Fanfictions.net. Tonight I read one which title was "Protoman X", I read the whole eleven chapters, and I can't wait for the next to be updated! But I might continue to search for more interesting fanfics tomorrow, reading really makes time go faster!...Anyway, like every day since 2 weeks ago, I'm thinking a lot about Yunie(that i call my little angel)... but at least there's only one week left before we'll finally be able to hold eachother in our arms so... I'm still not in the greatest of mood but I'm not depressed either^^. Anyway...time to go to sleep soon...I'll go take a shower and after I'll go directly to bed and tomorrow I'll surely be reading more fanfics or whatsoever...I'll find someting to be busy.

Have a good night!
CymicX XXXXXXXXXX

Back to work...

So, this morning I've gone to the mall to do some shopping...and finnally decided to wit the store next shipment. I was searching for something to hang on my wall like a shield or something but it was or not at my tastes or too costly...so I'll wait.And on another subject, the character(In my RO game) that I was talking about in my last post, finally became a blacksmith this morning, now, only lving to do. Then from 4pm to 10h20 pm i worked...I was supposed to finish at 9h30 pm but there was too much people to close! ...Anyway, when I came back, I was going to go to the park to listen to my musics and eat something(I've skipped diner). But I changed my plan when I saw that my sister was there. Instead, i walked with her until we arrived at the park, and I told her about "you know what" since she was too worried about that I was depressive/emotional these days when I saw her in the morning to do nothing to explain. And don't worry on that too, she's keeping the secret, we can trust her^^. Anyway... I'm still making a countdown of days left until I'll be able to see my little angel/Yunie, there're really times that her presence would help me...but I'll continue to wait for the well being of the relashionship...

Good night!
CymicX XXXXXXXXXXX ~Can't stop thinking about you~

So much free time...and nothing to do.

Well, like I said in my last message, I have 4 free days..and it's getting really boring when you have not really much to do. Yesterday I've gone to the park for an hour while listening to my CD and singing when no one was around....I continued my new game's save, I chatted for an hour with my mother later in the night and after, I've gone through Megaman X again(I can't get tired of this game). Today I tried to go to the park again with my CD but there was too much kids around and I prefer to be alone when I'm in the park....well, there may be one person that I would like with me at the park but..eh, you know why I can't. So instead, I'm listening to my CD on the stereo in the living room since there's no one in the house aside me...but I'm used to that. The only thing that I may do this afternoon is to continue one of my character on Ragnarok Online(Online RPG) because I really need it for my other character's sake(I'm building a merchant/blacksmith). Anyway, to anyone who would read this, I'll be online all day so feel free to come talk to me.

Have a nice day.
CymicX ~Suki da yo Yunie~
XXXXXXXXX

4 free days and another person on our side.

Well, all is going pretty much nicely in my life. Today I learned that I got 4 days without working since there are a lot of people hired and that I decide to change my post at my job so they need time to rearrange my schedule. I can't say I complain, 4 days with free times on my hand is not refused, and It makes 4 free days to think about her...Yunie. I hope she'll be okay with the fact that I said the truth to my best friend(I didn't chose him as best friend for nothing y'know), I decided to because he already knew that we would go out together....yep, he really knows us more than we expected eh? But anyway, I told only him and him alone, he promised me to shut up...in fact he told me that he'll forget it to makes everyone happy so, don't have to worry about that^^. Anyway, yep, still more waiting until we'll be able to express our feelings freely but it's necessary...it may be hard for the start but the rest will be better, I can assure you that!

Have sweet dreams my little angel.
CymicX XXXXXXXX

A great day it would've been if...

Today, on my jobs hour, I took two hour to go to my driving exam...for the 2nd time since I failed the first...damn you yellow lights!...Anyway, back to the point, all was going well, I didn't missed any drastic thing... well that was until I was on the verge of finishing my exam... I was too nervous and came close to roll on two person... at least the one that was evaluating me had breaks on her side too...but by making this damn error...I failed again!... So I have to wait three more week until I can retry. But It's not that bad since I actually only use my scooter during summer and that I was having a nice day at my job so it like cancelled each other. But I will surely ask my father for some practice to be sure to completly own the 3rd try of my exam! So, I got a pretty balanced day while, again, thinking of you know who all the time. Because of some unfortunate circumpstances, we can't actually see each other... I can wait as long as needed, even if my heart is heavy these days, I'll cope with it because I want to make sure nothing bad happens to her.

Have a good evening!
CymicX

My introduction post

Well, like it's written in my title, I'll make a short introduction of myself. My name's CymicX, I'm 18 years old, I live in Canada/Quebec and I'm a huge Megaman Fan. This blog'll be mostly about how my life's going and sometimes some MM info if I feel the need of it. Anyway, for now there's only one thing on my mind.... you see there is now a new important person in my life and I will put all my might into helping this special person. And since I don't have another nickname for her, I'll call her Yunie in my posts from now on. So anyway, I'll surely update at least twice per week so stay alert!

I love ya Yunie^^!

Good night!

CymicX